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This day... desires and passions are leaving my heart. I am resting in peace, with tranquil Indifference Looking at the world filled with roaring "give me".
The Eternity of Love
C, G, Dm, Am Dm F, F Am The guardians of my heart Failed to the glaciers of your eyes Leaving me naked to pain and delight Knowing the cycles of life Who are you to know me Who am I to be known?- I don't know And I give up to the eternity of heart To the infinity of love Who can forget, who can forgive Ask Rafael-may be He knows… but I am no God And so I give up to the eternity of heart To the infinity of love Tear of light, drop of the sky I'm loosing myself; I'm loosing my mind What is the truth and what is the lie?- Angel will whisper and make me divine In the infinity of heart, In the eternity of love. 07/13/03
Zen of Black Velvet AmEmAmDmEmAm
I will empty my mind From the thoughts to be filled with the Zen Of Black Velvet* Sail away by the way of red silk In my arms and the Zen of Black Velvet* The moment of perfection That never- never ends The path that leads to rainbows Of the never-never lands Step in perfect Universe Where now you also God All-powerful, immortal And wise. Pave your way with love Secure it with faith And find your way in life With everlasting grace Find yourself alone In never-never land Looking deep inside See the lightning flame Find your truth find your point Find your scream find your cry Find your joy find your heart Find your hate find your love F find your Light C In black silence of G velvet Am night. * brand of cheap whiskey Feb 7 2004
The New Sun
In the morning, just before sunrise and only for a few moments, peculiar silence and stillness fill the air with wonder. During these magic moments all secrets are whispered and truth is revealed. This is the time when morning dew grows a nd the flight of angels can be traced in the clear sky. Quietly, the first ray stretches up like the hand of a baby, who tries to stand up for the first time, holding on to the horizon like to a rim of his cradle. The edge of coral disc touches the sky and the sky bursts with celestial music of joy; birds and all nature sing glory to the newborn God. Sun, Suria, Yarilo , you give life and cast light into darkness. A glorious youth, who, by the afternoon will become a powerful king of heavens, riding across the sky with blazing fire in his hair, who will die in the evening as glorious as he was born. His day reflects the course of a human life that will inevitably end. I love the morning sun. I stay in front of him, naked. He touches my forehead carefully, studying me as he grows older. He touches my chest… my stomach… my thighs… and suddenly, embraces me all, taking my breath away, penetrating me with warmth, tinting my body with gold. He smiles at me, I look deep into his eyes. We kiss. I watch him traveling up and away. This day I am safe under guard of the sun, who knows me. Tomorrow there will be another sun.
Oct 2002
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Go high and see
Go high … see…where you want to be. In the valley of the tears, In the valley of the laughs, In the place of fear, In the game of success. Find yourself, and than find me. I need your help, Help me! Look at me; find me. Look at me; find me. Find me in the crowd Find me in the passing train Find me on the rainbow Find me in the rain Drop to the bottom of the sea Fly like an eagle over me Go high …see…where you can find me See…where you want to be. Summer 2000
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Beast in a Cage
Beast in a cage - it drives you crazy. Beast in a cage - it wouldn't die. Open the cage with keys of pleasure, Open the door to the paradise. Trust him, he's also divine, His name is Desire. Beast will be serving you now, Begin to burn your fire. Fortuna will listen to you, Will make all crazy wishes come true. And it will be not understood How did you end up in zoo. But lack him up in the cage of heart And you'll find out what's your enemy's like You'll burn yourself to death. When blood will fill you genitals, And cum will fill your brain, You'll know who are the predators, You'll come to me again. You'll come to me again, and I'll say: The power is yours The pleasure is mine The fear is theirs, The beast is divine!!! Summer 2000
Mangrove Grove
Mangrove trees where ferry lives, Dark and wet like a sleeping womb. No one looks and no one knows, Only moon can break your laws. The one who'll go and unreveal Will be yours for million years. Ferry flies, you fall in love, Nothing else will seem enough Children want to be unborn, Hiding from this vicious world. She can give and she can take Tigers come to meet their death. Mangrove grove, oh, take me home - Children want to be unborn. Woman touched my forehead… Help me, help me to come back!!! Mangrove trees where ferrylives, Dark and wet - you can't come back. No one looks and no one knows, Only moon can break your laws. Winter 2000
Dansing Into The Stars
Am, Dm, C, Em C,G, Dm, Am
In the embrace of the Snow prince
The world had tendency to disappear
She's searching in dark, she can't see a thing
She has no choice but to trust the within
She is giving in
He's leading her body,
He's leading her mind
Beyond space and time
Into dimension of blossoming lime
Time-stop Space-gone
You are now the only one.
Oh, dancing into the stars...
Tropical kiss upon the Snow prince
Opens the door to the ocean abyss
Melting the ice, melting the ice
The precious glaciers giving her life
She let herself drown only to find
Infinite bliss in the kiss of snow prince
She's like a cream, yet to be whipped
She stretches her hand, she reaches the land
Where Adam have lived while Eve still believed
Joy, innocence, truth and immortal youth-
Dancing into the life
July 2003
Joan of Arc
who were sainified on May 9th
She is a whore - but really, a saint. Sweet saint. Goddess of spring, beautiful thing She's dancing with fire, she's making men dream. She is a messenger of love, Wearing her naked body like an armor. She is a messenger of love She is the Joan of Arc But she is a whore, dirty in your dirty brain And she is a whore, dirty in your dirty hands Melting the ice, melting the ice Her skin is like river, you drown in her eyes - She is a messenger of love! She is the Joan of Arc. You've burned her before, and you burn her again On the fire of your unfulfilled desire. "Beauty will save the world" - she was told. "Love will rescue lost in darkness soul". Melting the ice, melting the ice, If you will ask, she will say "yes" - May be because she didn't know how to be a woman. May be because she didn't know how to be a human. She is an angel in the skies, Now she is angel in the skies, She was just … a messenger. Spring 1999
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Rainbow Heart
On the other side of rainbow On the other side of world I can see and I can listen I can be with the Universe On the other side of rainbow The reality is yours And I'm with you Rainbow H eart was magic man And magic was his job He showed me where a rainbow starts For only some applauds He told me that my color's blue And I can go with him… To the other side of the rainbow, To the other side of the world, Where I can see and I can listen, I can be with the Universe. On the other side of rainbow The reality is yours and I'm with you. We walked on trees that don't exists And the sunset was our door I watched him making stars and planets, Destroying them and more. He didn't know that I was there, He didn't even care…. On another side of rainbow He was playing like a God! On another side of the rainbow On another side of the world I can see and I can listen I can be with you alone. On the other side of rainbow The reality is yours And I'm with you. Summer 1998
Once I loved a man
G Once I've known a man G Whom I loved more than anyone else Am Except for myself G Except for myself He was amazing and strange He was better then anyone else Except for myself Fm And then he disappeared C He can't be found anywhere near G Here is not here Am Except when I pray Oh, forgive me- I tried to save you, but no one can be saved I tried to make you but it was way too late I tried to love you And I didn't have to try And you know why You know why G Once I've known a man G Whom I loved more than anyone else Am Except for myself G Except for myself He said, "I'm all yours, can I stay?" I said-"No, but never, never go away Never go away." And yet, he disappeared, He can't be found anywhere near Here's not here- Except when I pray. Dec 2004
Better Than Crack
C, G, Dm, Am Dm , Dm7 G, Am, G, Am I feel so high, I feel so lame Pleasure runs trough my veins You might think that I'm on drugs- No, honey, I'm in love I'm in love with you... And I don't need booze I don't need smoke I don't need weed And I don't need coke- You are making me fly high... You, you are mydrug You are better than crack Way better than crack Love's the worst drugs You feel so good, you feel so fine And no side effects except for a smile I want to skydive in your pretty blue eyes I'm casting love spell, I'm throwing the dice I want to run away on wet rainy grass Into a place where it's only us Nothing, but us... The life without you Leaves no life on my Earth July 2003
Beach Bum Angel Fm7, Em, Fm7, Em G, Am, G, Am C, G, Dm, Em Beach bum Angel don't sing on minarets Beach bum Angel is bumming cigarettes He is doing round of sex, drugs and fun Now angel is a bird and Psycho is a bum He've made descend to Duval street And now before a church he sits He made a trip from heaven He thinks that he's a Devil. But when I look in his sparkling eyes I see an Angel in deskyes Everyone else see a homeless drunk punk The owner of sky, the owner of stars Now he too believes in trivial things Oh, dear Angel, where are your wings? Swim to the blue buoy Return to your home A moment of Heaven And back to the rum Aug 2003
Like honey dripping amber That glows with ancient sun So warmly wise and powerful, It's laying on my palm. I hold with awe the treasure I bow and kiss it sweet And step inside the pleasure, Where Earth and Fire meet. Oct 2005
Bare Heart Am, Dm, E, Am C, G Dm, E, Am Dm, E, F Sing a lovely song to me, my darling Sing me ode of love eternal, endless Touch my heart with words you know so well again Hold me tight before we say farewell Two hearts bound by magic splashing of the stars Who could know that I would find you so fare? Now I feel so close to you like soul to soul Oh, how much I love you loosing my control I have learned entire story of your soul I can trace the time before you were born You a child to me, a lover and a friend I'm praying to the angels to keep you safe Now I have to go, you hating me for this But I can't jump with you into your abyss And no matter how much we will be apart You are in my heart and I am in your heart. Nov. 2003
Every time it rains
Dm, G, C, Am
"Every time it rains, I think of you", you say. And every time it rains I think of you, again. Every time it shines, I feel your warm smile. And every time I cry, I wish you'd hold me in your arms. Now you have sailed So far, far away Will I ever sometime See you again? C, Am, Fm,G Fm, G "I love you forever", I love you forever, You said and you left Without saying good-buy, Without saying good-buy, That "Forever" rings in my mind Dm, G, C, Am Now I don't afraid to die, Cause I am yours and you are mine I don't afraid to die Cause with you I want to fly Kiss and smile, laugh and sigh, Look into each other's eyes And never, never again Say 'good-buy" Aug 2004
Talking to you. (to Alex)
We talk and talk some more, Just waiting for the word to pop, That will describe it all, That will reveal the meaning of our soul. Speech, like the hustle dancing, Swirls around in familiar patterns Of poetry and glances. It takes you to the place of comfort and support And… covers Truth with glaze of an expressive thought. Still, only single look of penetrating eyes it takes To see what speech is craving for: The unsupported truth that lies beneath, That bear and unglazed, disrobed and tender, Sincere revelation. Next time you see me, look deeply in my eyes Without ideas, hopes or fears. And what you see, keep to yourself Because this secret can not be told by words. Sept 2002
Industrial dust ( dedication to one modern vampire) Industrial dust on the grass Reflection of me in your eyes I can trust Look at me- What do you see? How do you want it to be? It is heavy but light, Just like life. It's in the air, It covers the sun you can't bear And you play As if there is no other day. Industrial children- we can play house And I'll be the maid, and you'll be the dust. Industrial dust on the grass, Reflection of you in my eyes You can trust. Fall 1998
To Kenny, my dear friend who don't want to stop drinking.
And so, you are gone again To your never-never land The place of dead people and ghosts Fairies in Mystical forests The underworld high in the skies Where Kenny Gross never dies Where Kenny Gross never grows up The Place where Kenny Gross goes Leaving me all by myself In the cold, cold world With a strange, strange people Roads that lead to toads Funny crying cripple Moments of perfection Banks of separation, World is full of pain- And so, you go away, is that why you go away? Leaving me all by myself. Please, come back, I want to be with you I want to hold your hand I want to kiss your lips For Just little bit longer For just a thousand of years longer Thousands of people around me every day, but who is special? Who is OK? For just a little bit longer, just a little bit longer… Before you're gone again To your never-never land The place you go every day All by yourself Feb 7 2004
Thousand Suns
Gold of Aztecs is melting on my palm Gold of Aztecs is dripping to the ground Do the Gods need your hearts? Does the corn worth your virgins? Think, priest, think twice Before you sacrifice Before you raise a knife Before you take a life There are thousand Suns Living inside, Shining inside Thousand Suns Celebrate life while you alive Sacrifice sins on the altar within And the precious twin Who sets the sun free The feathered serpent will Am also agree: There are thousand suns Living inside Shining inside Thousand suns Fm Let the light be, let the C life be Let the love rule Am for you and me From my living heart, from my living mind I send my love to Quetzalcoatl To cast the light, to stretch the ray To pull me up to a new day. He will show you the light The light that inside Inside of your own heart Value heart that is not taken, but given. Not because I afraid to lose you, But because I love you. Dec 2004 "QUETZALCOATL . The Feathered Serpent. The Precious Twin who lifts the sun out of darkness, god of the winds and the breath of life, First Lord of the Toltecs. Lawgiver, civilizer, creator of the calender. Demons tempted Quetzalcoatl constantly to commit murder and human sacrifice, but his love was too great for him to succumb. To atone for great sins, Quetzcoatl threw himself on into a funeral pyre, where his ashes rose to the heavens as a flock of birds carrying his heart to the star Venus. A frieze in the palace at Teotihuacan shows his first entry into the world in the shape of a chrysalis, from which he struggles to emerge as a butterfly, the symbol of perfection. Quetzalcoatl is by far the most compassionate of the Azec gods -- he only demands one human sacrifice a year. Often considered synonomous with HUITZILOPOTCHLI."